Sunday, June 19, 2011

Horrible Dream

I just woke up from a horrible dream.
    It all began with me being outside my house. There I witnessed a helicopter plane, going at a very slow paced, trying to make a landing a few blocks away from my house. As my neighbors and I saw the helicopter land we couldn't believe what happened next. The Helicopter went nose first straight to the floor. Immediately, I screamed for my mother and her boyfriend to come out of the house to see. At the same time people were running towards the crash to try to help those injured by it.

   Then that's when everything turned for the worst!!! I saw another plane on my right, those hug airplanes, also going at a slow paced but at a high altitude. It then also went into a nose dive a few blocks away! but as I was looking at the huge airplane in the air that's when I noticed a third helicopter falling straight to my house! I screamed so loud "Mom get out of the house now! or you will die!!!!!" as soon as her and her boyfriend met up with me the helicopter crashed into my house. Next thing we knew we were seeing plane after plane crash all around my city :(

  A few moments later after the last plane fell we all stood in shock. We didn't know what had just happened nor who or what was responsible for such destruction!
   This part, now this part still makes me cry. After the fire had subsided at my house and we were standing in my front yard I remembered my pets. I felt stream gilt for letting them die! How could I be concerned only about myself when this poor defenseless creatures... never mind, you get the point  :(

   So I ran into the house in hopes of finding them alive. I found Boo boos on my way up the porch, she was alive and well. But when I went into my garage where my dog was... that's when my tears began to flow. She was under the garage door among other things. She was still alive but filled with ants all over her body. I could easily see her skull from the side of her face and a great chunk of skin and hair missing from her neck. I cleared the ants from her body and carefully carried her out the door. I was crying so much. I put her down on a blanket and caressed her till she closed her eyes and passed away...

  Unfortunately that's not where my dream ends.

This part is more a blur but for what I remember it sure is a horrible ending to such a terrible dream.
As we went into part of the house, that hadn't collapse, I remember turning the channels on the television for some news of what had just happened when a big gust of wind began to blow from the south. Then the sky turned red and everything began to blow away. I fought my way to my mother, where her boyfriend was already holding her, I put my arms around her as she did to me. Air blew around us, towards us blowing us back inch by inch. And as I looked up from my mothers arm I saw a huge cloud of fire coming straight towards us. Then just like that I was wide awake in my bed with boo boos on my lap. Everything calm. Everything just like I want it to be.

I felt the need to write this down, to the best of my ability, because it has impact me in a deep personal level. Seeing my dog in such a awful state and holding on to my mother for protection from a unstoppable force has led me to believe that in due time I will learn a very valuable lesson from this fictional, but traumatizing, event. Hopefully I will get to understand what these feelings are and I can apply them in my life before something horrible, such as death, stops me from showing those I care how I truly feel. (Just a little personal side note)


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